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"In the depths of winter I finally learned there was in me an invincible summer."
Welcome to my little corner of the institution.
Come and share in my little world. Word of warning to the wise though. Be prepared for anything. For in my world, anything truely happens...
"For to be a lover will require that you continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain"
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The Beginning...
"All that jazz..."
So yeah, I finally downloaded Chicago and I love it. It's so cool! It makes me wanna be a dancer! LOL Here's my favorite two quotes from the one song: "You know, some guys just can't hold their arsenic." and "...then he ran into my knife...he ran into my knife ten times." LOL!! Anywho, it's a cool movie.
We find out if we're living where we want to soon!!! Wish us luck! I hope we get in!
Back in the wedge at 11:45 p.m. on Monday, March 24, 2003.Wow
So yeah, I'm all excited cause I realized what my favorite song is today..."Cry" by Faith Hill...also I realized that I like my hair...And I don't care if you don't, 'cause it's the one thing I like about myself...so :-P
Back in the wedge at 06:06 p.m. on Saturday, March 22, 2003.Stuffness...
Dude, so yeah, on Wednesday, Lisa, Katie, and I went and played pool!! It was SO much fun!!! I beat both of them! But then again, Katie and I pretty much suck...I think beating Lisa was a fluke...We must make this a weekly thing! It was so much fun! Oh and we can't forget its 31 days to WOW hahahahahahaha
"Open up your heart to me
And say what's on your mind
I know that we have been through so much pain
But I still need you in my life this time, and...
I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
'Cause i see heaven in your eyes
I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words come out so wrong
And I know in time that you will understand
That what we have is so right this time, and...
I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
All those endless times we tried to make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
'Cause i see heaven
I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
No, it doesn't matter if it's wrong or it's right
'Cause i see heaven in your eyes"
Yeah, I was going through my CDs and came across this song, and I really liked it so I decided to put it up here. So that's pretty much it for now...:-D
Back in the wedge at 11:28 p.m. on Thursday, March 20, 2003.Good times, good times...
So many interesting things happened yesterday...like this away message:
"A study in Wisconsin showed that the kind of male face a woman finds attractive can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle.
For instance, if she is ovulating she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features.
And if she is menstruating, she is more proned to be attracted to a man with scissors shoved in his temple and a bat jammed up his ass while he is on fire.
Further studies are expected..."
(complements of [Sere])
Further evidence that you should never trust anything that bleeds for 5 days and doesn't die.
Hahahaha, yeah that was Brent's away message...sooo funny!! lolololol
Ahhhh yes, then playing frisbee out on the Cathedral lawn in the dark. Of course I hurt myself...I always do..lol...yeah came back fomr that with a swollen finger...WHOO...no...lol...it was mad fun though! Yeyeah!
And of course we can't forget that the new way to pick up guys is to ask them what color their cunt is...yeah thanks to Katie on that one....riiiiiight lol
Back in the wedge at 07:30 a.m. on Wednesday, March 19, 2003.ROAD TRIP!
The greatest road trip has been planned...
It involves me and Fran getting up early, and driving a hour and a half to pick up Shaquiea, then driving all the way back to Philly for a concert, but before going to the concert, driving to Lisa's house and visiting her. Then after the concert drive halfway back to Shaquiea's house, and spend the night at Katie's house. Then the next day, take Shaquiea back and Fran and I shall return to Reading...WHAT WHAT! It will be awesome if it happens! Not to mention the road trip to Pittsburgh Fran and I will be taking ;-) Yeyeah! WHOO!
Back in the wedge at 12:52 p.m. on Tuesday, March 18, 2003.Hooked on Song Lyrics...
"I don't need to fall at your feet
Just 'cause you cut me to the bone
And I won't miss the way that you kiss me
We were never carved in stone
If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself...
I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I am the king of wishful thinking
I refuse to give in to my blues
That's not how it's going to be
And I deny the tears in my eyes
I don't want to let you see... no
That you have made a hole in my heart
And now I've got to fool myself...
I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking...
I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I will never, never shed a tear for you
I'll get over you
If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself...
I'll get over you... I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you... I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
But I won't shed a tear for you
I'll be the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you...
I'll pretend my heart's still beating
'Cause I've got no more tears for you
I'm the king of wishful thinking...
I'll get over you... I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'Cause I'm the king of wishful thinking"
Yeah, I'm just hooked on song lyrics lately...
Back in the wedge at 09:20 a.m. on Monday, March 17, 2003....
"You sucked me in and played my mind
Just like a toy you would crank and wind
Baby, I would give til you wore it out
You left me lying in a pool of doubt
If you're still thinkin' you're the Daddy Mac
You should've known better but you didn't and I can't go back
Oooh, Life Goes On, and its only gonna make me strong
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back
Oooh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, its my life before me, Got this feeling that I can't go back
Wish I knew then what I know now
You held all the cards and sold me out
Baby, shame on you if you fool me once,
Shame on me if you fool me twice
But you've been a pretty hard case to crack
I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back
Oooh, Life Goes On, and its only gonna make me strong
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back
Oooh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, its my life before me, Got this feeling that I can't go back
Na na na na na Life Goes On, na na na na na made me strong
Oooh yeah, Got a feeling that I can't go back
Life Goes On (and its only gonna make me strong)
Life Goes On and on and on
Shame on you if you fool me once,
Shame on me if you fool me twice
But you've been a pretty hard case to crack
I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back
Oooh, Life Goes On, and its only gonna make me strong
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back
Oooh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, its my life before me, Got this feeling that I can't go back
Na na na na na Life Goes On, na na na na na made me strong
Whoa, yeah
Got a feeling that I can't go back..."
Back in the wedge at 01:55 p.m. on Sunday, March 16, 2003.Happy Birthday
Want to send a shout out of "Happy Birthday" out to my roommate!! We had a great little party for here today after classes. Sarah and I went to the bakery to get her a cake, and I had them write "Happy Birthday, Small Nut Sack" on it! HEHEHEHEHEHE...the look on the guys face was priceless...it was soooo funny. Shaquiea laughed sooo hard when she saw it! Some how, though, the party ended up with me, Katie, Brent, and Lisa with icing on our faces...don't really know how that happened...LOL!! Oh well, we had a good time.
I realized that today was Pi day! So I have to say this: "Happy Pi Day, word!" LOL!! Oh, yeah, just makes me miss Calc 2 class...all the fun we had. Also makes me realize that I'm a dork. LOL...I should have realized this when I got the math jokes in "A Beautiful Mind"...
Also showed Shaquiea the Mardi Gras video tonight. The end is the most humerous part. Clint just made the video soooo funny...even Fran-Jessica thought so;-)! LMAO!!!
Back in the wedge at 08:55 p.m. on Friday, March 14, 2003.Ow
So yeah...my ass hurts from anal raping that I have just received from my Bio test. Yeah, that I definately failed...
Anywho...so interesting dinner conversation..."Who would you date on the floor if they were a guy?" Yeah, don't really wanna think about all these girls as guys and who I would date...Sometimes I have to wonder about my friends LOL!
Moving on to the weather...it was another wonderful Shittsburgh day...cloudy, rainy, and thunderstorming...which for anyone that knows me, is not a good thing for me...::shudder:: don't like it one bit. Oh well...
So yeah, I really something fun is going on this weekend... I need to get out and be cheered up...::sigh::
Back in the wedge at 05:41 p.m. on Thursday, March 13, 2003.Ugh
I hate Bio so much. Grrrr!!!>:-o I can't wait for next year now. I'm so looking forward to where we are applying to live. I just hope we get in. Plus, I just want all this moving stuff to be over and done with. I think things will be easier. But I am looking forward to Fran's and mine road trip, right Fran? Yeyeah! That will def be fun...
Back in the wedge at 09:14 a.m. on Thursday, March 13, 2003.Housing sucks!
Yeah, the housing system here sucks. GRR!!! Oh well, at least we now have our fourth person! YAY! Thank you Fran for hooking us up with our fourth person!!!
I have realized that I am so stupid. You know, I really tried, but it just didn't work. Stupid, stupid me. I should have listened, but I didn't.
Back in the wedge at 01:31 a.m. on Wednesday, March 12, 2003.I hate baseball
You know, just when you think you're on top, life throws you another curve ball! Just imagine...the bases are loaded...you're up to bat...you have 2 strikes...and life just pitched you a curve ball...you've got very little time to decide your course of action. You could A)Strike out; B)Bunt and run like hell; C)Swing and try for a single, double, or triple; D)Hit a home run and score.
Which would you choose?
Now, think long and hard about your choices and the consequences of each are. Are the risks worth it?
So what route will you take?
I don't know either, however, I'm up to bat. This is going to be one hell of an inning...
Back in the wedge at 11:39 p.m. on Monday, March 10, 2003.The Mardi Gras Edition!!!!!
Let me begin by wishing you all a very happy late Mardi Gras! I would have wished you all one on Mardi Gras, but I was down in New Olreans getting plastered and earning beads;-). WHOOO!!!! Yeah it was so much fun! It's indescribable. But I will share a few of my experiences with you. First of, I saw way too many boobs, and I was asked way to many times to show mine...Anywho, yeah
Definately my favorite day, was Mardi Gras Day/Fat Tuesday. It was awesome. All the wierdos come out...well not wierdos...some...but people get all dressed up and are really drunk. Hehehe ::smiles innocently:: Yeah don't believe that...Anywho, Mardi Gras night was awesome as well! I had a lot of fun!
So here are a few things I learned at Mardi Gras:
There is no legal drinking age
People have no diginty
I can pound strawberry daquries, hurricanes, and 2 Pepsi and So Cos withing 20 mins (all of which did not affect me except the last...that was...yeah...)
Stay off the far end of Burbon St....unless you're a gay guy, then go knock yourself out.
Watch out for piss water
Watch out for the crazy doubloon throwers...ow still hurts
And everyone needs to go to New Orleans for Mardi Gras at least once in their lives!!!!!
Back in the wedge at 09:24 p.m. on Wednesday, March 5, 2003.MARDI GRAS!!!!!
SATURDAY I'LL BE IN NEW ORLEANS FOR MARDI GRAS!!!! LET THE MISBEHAVIN' BEGIN!! YEYEAH!!!!!O:-)
Back in the wedge at 11:44 p.m. on Thursday, February 27, 2003.Your time is up
So, yeah, apparently I will be dying on May 5, 2057...so if any of you have something to say to me or what have you, do it before then, lol. Yeah, and this is what I will most likely die of on that day:
Cancer
Alcoholsim
Alien Abdcution
Heart Attack
Suicide
Contagious Disease
Drowning
Isn't that cool? Yeah, just great. So yeah check out whe you will die here. Yeah, have fun with that...let me know what you guys get too! It should be interesting....
Back in the wedge at 03:41 p.m. on Wednesday, February 26, 2003.::dances::
I'm going home soon!!! Yay!!! Granted it's only for a few days, but hey, I'll take what I can get. I just need to get home and see my friends. I miss everyone sooooo much!!! Just think soon it will be summer! And we'll all be together...at least for one last time. ::sigh:: Moving on to happy thoughts....MARDI GRAS soon!!!!!!! WHOOOOOO!!!!!!! It's going to be a BLAST!!! I can't wait! I'm buying a video camera especially for it! Plus, I mean, my brother and some of his friends are going to be down there too...yeyeah, going to get interesting footageO:-).
Let's do the song lyric thing again:
"I love the way you look at me...I love the way you smack my ass...I love the dirty things you do...I have control of you..."
"You can find me in the club, bottle full of bub...Look mami I got the X if you into taking drugs...I'm into...having sex, I ain't into making love...So come give me a hug if you into to getting rubbed..."
I love song lyrics...don't you? hahahahahahahaO:-)
Back in the wedge at 09:17 a.m. on Wednesday, February 26, 2003.[Insert title here]
La, la, la...I have nothing better to do right now so I'm making an entry...I probably could have slept longer, but I thought better of it since it's one of those days where if I didn't get out of bed, I wouldn't at all...::sigh::...Anywho I'm just going to post some lyrics from different songs...don't ask me why I chose these lyrics, I just did:
"You're whippen' it round and round...I love the way you put it down...Your're making me scream for more..."
"Come on, baby, don't ignore me, I know, what you're feelin' for me...You can't fight it, 'cause you want me...Don't you miss this, or you'll be sorry...So tell me what's it gonna take...Got me all bent out of shape...thinking about you all day...So why are you gonna make me wait..."
Ok, I'm done with the song lyrics...for now;-)
Back in the wedge at 09:15 a.m. on Tuesday, February 25, 2003.Home soon!!
I go home soon!!! WHOO!!! Get me out of this hell! Only 2 more days! (after today that is...) I can't wait to see you Kyra and Aurora!!! It's going to be soooooo much fun! And just thing, while I may be home for only a mere few days, half of the semester is over, which means dum dum dum...I'll be home for the summer!!!!!!! YAAAYYYYY!!!!!! It's going to be great!! I can't wait! Fun Fridays everyweek...there can also be some Fun Sundays, Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays...hehehe;-)
Back in the wedge at 09:32 a.m. on Monday, February 24, 2003....
Krya, ::hugs:: Less than one week now, if that makes you feel any better..
Back in the wedge at 12:14 a.m. on Saturday, February 22, 2003.It's lost...again!
I had the funniest damn thing to put in here...but now the thought is completely gone...like so many of my other thoughts....grr!
::sigh:: I wish it was a week from now...I'd be home, and I would be hanging out with my girls tonight for "classic" Fun Friday... no boys allowed;-)
I think that after that giant upset...things are beginning to fall into place once again...or at least I hope they are...
And now here are some countdowns:
Till I come home -> 6 days
Till I'm in New Orleans -> 8 days
Till my 20th birthday:-( -> exactly 6 months from Sunday
Till I move permanently here: about 6 months
Back in the wedge at 08:51 a.m. on Friday, February 21, 2003.Hate your life day
Happy Hate Your Life Day everyone! It's just this "holiday" I made up...however, it's not different from the other 364 days of the year...well, at least for me and Fran it is...right, girl? Yeyeah, she knows what I'm talking about.
Anyway...yeah I realized last night that in about six months I will be turning 20!!! And permanently moving out here. I also realized how much things are chaning next year. I can't believe it. I'm moving out here, I won't have my friends from home, my brother is graduating next year. He's going to be somewhere else working. It will be odd, we're growing up so fast. I'm so used to always having him around and him being there...I don't know what I'm going to do without him.
And don't even ask what I'm going to do without all my wonderful friends from home....::sigh:: stupid life...
Back in the wedge at 11:05 a.m. on Thursday, February 20, 2003.So long ago...
Oh, looking at Caitlin's pictures online makes me sad. How I wish I was still with everybody...::sigh:: This saddens me. I don't know, even though senior year was the worst year of my life, I would relive it over and over again I think. People say that the college years are suppose to be the greatest. I have no doubt that I will have such incredible times out here. I love all the new friends I have made. They are great. But I still long for my friends from back home. I wish I could see their faces and hear their voices everyday like I used to. We had so many good times, and shared so much of our laughter, tears, hopes, secrets, and fears.
A message to all of my friends from back home:
I love you all soooo much! You have been an important part of my life! I hope that through out our years, we remain the friends. I can't wait for the summer so we are all together again!
Back in the wedge at 06:29 p.m. on Wednesday, February 19, 2003.
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